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A brand new year, 2014. I wish everything go smooth and be good to me. Blogging is the only place that I can actually say out most of my negative stuff. In the past, my blog used to have happy memory, but now, majority sadness it in. But, it's ok, at least I have place to say things out. But still, I have some happy thing too. Hehee.

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I had an experience of being a kalafee in a movie - Kara King by NameWee. Now, I have a chance in a short film. I love to act, even though just a short film, I'm happy enough. It will release on YouTube after CNY if nothing goes wrong. These are some of the gang. Eugene, the producer/ director/ film maker/ film editor/ actor. Eunice, director. Cute girl. Jeff, producer/ markerting person/ actor. And alot of them actually. Feel good to know them. The another life of mine. Peace!

In 2014, I wish I can wish. Wish to get myself a fix part time job, which is I still have time to study, but, where to get this kind of job? I don't think have it. Unless is like event managing? and got intro by people I think. It's hard. The money not only for spending it like rich people, but to pay college fees; Wish to get a car, which when I wan to go somewhere to do something or even have a coffee, I can go myself instead of keep asking people to help out and see people's annoyed faces; Wish I could get a proper functioning smart phone, the smart phone I'm having now it's a fake one which get from my dad, even though is still useable, but serious get annoyed most of the time because can't store any photos and can't download or either update an apps. So, yea, I wish I can wish.

Last few days, had an argument with a B*tch that I hate the most, that was the first most awesome thing I had done in 2014! I feel released after had the argument with her. Just by asking her why so pekcek and she says my attitude is bad, but she most of the word had a exclamation mark there is not rude at all. LMAO. I hate her since I know her, I gave her face like no one else had, but now F*ck it. I don't give a damn. Since the day I know her, I dislike her; since the day she couple up with the guy, I more dislike her; since the day she talk bad about me to the guy, I hated her. So, what's the point of keeping this friendship? She loves to show off, loves to tokok, but I will just remain silent and let her say whatever shit she loves to say. English also sucks like hell but act like ownself is english educated. (Mine not really very good too actually) But, who the f*ck can use "whatever" when wan to "wherever". I can't stop laughing. She is the suckers person I ever met, but, doesn't matter now, she's out of my life. Thanks god! And btw, chill your tits down la and mind your business stay in your lane B*tch. You are welcome to sit accordingly to the number.

To the guy, all I wan you to know is, wake the f*ck up. She's not as good as you think. I feel pity for you. Although you still are in my heart, but I really don't understand why you changed like this. Wish you All the best in everything!

Other than these, I actually had an argument with buddy. Also a guy who very... I don't know how to say. It's just because of asking me to PD when CNY and I say that I don't have enough money, he just f*ucked my like no one business. C'mon, I know you almost 10 years, you just f*cked me up like this? I have no words to say. Speechless.

Every single night & day, 

Im'ma do my thang!   

Don't cha worry 'bout me,  

Im'ma be ok.   

Sincerely Yours,

Virgo 

xoxo