A post for you. F.

Hey, it's been some time I didn't log in to my blog. And the first thing I saw after I log in, is your comment. And I realized this might the only way to contact with you. I know you will see this blog when you are free or whenever you wanted to. but hey boy, why can't you just contact me? BTW, I had changed my phone number, because of a syndrome bitten me and keep on annoyed me through phone and mails so that's the reason I changed. How much I wish that number can follow me forever because if one day you want to contact me you can. But sad part is I can't protect that number even how much I wanted to. Soon, soon I will get that number back.

How are you recently? I'm good. Really good. Previously I got into depression but now I'm all good. Even I'm enjoying my single life, but yet, I still miss you like I used to. But don't worry, it's just the memory that will never fade away. I wish I can know where are you and how have you been. What is the thing that bother you makes you don't contact with me. But as usual, if you don't want to contact me I'm ok with it. Just want to know how you are and how's life.

If you would like to see me, there is it. 

You know what? Nowadays I will smile suddenly, when driving I will suddenly smile, when doing a thing I will smile suddenly and etc... 

Your birthday was two weeks ago, did you celebrate it? For all of these years, I never celebrated with you. But every year I won't miss it to wish you in my heart. Happy Belated Birthday boy. 

If you want to contact me, please do. I will be waiting. Hope I can receive another comment from you. 

yours,

Qian.